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Ok so I've had this idea for a while now but I feel like now is as good a time as ever to ask about it.

so while looking through my DeviantArt page I've come to realize something. My page is a mashup of different fandoms that I either draw once or draw multiple times but very sparatically. I get the feeling that no one really knows what I'm into and why. 
So here's the idea

im gonna start doing journals talking about all the different things I'm fans of. And it won't be one journal oh no it will be several journals talking about the thing itself, how I got into it, and why I like it. Because I swear no one here knows what I like....whoops.

now I'm gonna start with two different series Which I'm fans of and feel like it would be fun and interesting to talk about, eddsworld and sonic. However if there is a fandom you haven't seen me draw anything for and wanna know if I like or not then just ask me and I'll probably talk about it

i need to let more people know what I like....because honestly my DeviantArt page is a mess and I need to fix it up somehow.

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy
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So if there is anyone who follows me here who has been here since the beginning I've got a question for you.

How far have I come. And how can I improve.

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy
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So about a week or so ago I promised id do a group drawing. I'm still doing that its just gonna take a while. The reasons for this are due to me being busy with things irl like college. Not to mention I'm really slow with things like this. It really doesn't help i haven't been that motivated to draw and that one of the people Im gonna draw needs to send me a reference for me to draw on.
but yes im still working on the group drawing....in fact ive already gotten 3 of the people who agreed to be in this drawn out already if you'd like to see them just let me know and ill post the drawings either to my scraps or sta.sh. Also do know that if I do this if theres anything you want changed in the drawings let me know and ill see what I can do.

....

God I'm horrible with writing

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy
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  • Watching: Youtube
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This is an idea I've had since....well since I've started making friends on DA.

Heres what I wanna do. One giant group drawing of all my friends. This isn't limited to people I know on deviantart and will be spread around to people I know on other platforms. What I want you to do is simple. Just comment on this journal letting me know if its OK for me to add you to this drawing or not. You are allowed to let me know what you wanna be doing in the drawing, within reason. if you ask me to draw you doing something I don't feel comfortable drawing just lemme know and we can talk about it.

I really hope people actually comment on this. This is something I've wanted to do for about 6-7 years.

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy
Before you continue reading this I need to make one thing clear. YOU DONT HAVE TO READ THIS. This journal was written specifically for me to help get some things off of my mind.

Do you ever just look around and notice that even though something bad has happened it seems like everyone is trying to make the best of the situation they've been given?

ok

now do you ever find yourself making everyone around you feel just as bad as before if not worse because all your doing is letting the memory of said event take control of your life while everyone else is trying to move on? Cuz honestly, that's what I've been doing for the longest time now.

If youve followed me on DeviantArt for a while and read my past journals then you all know how I am with memories. Its been the one thing I've found myself having the most trouble trying to move on from. And its not all bad I mean with some memories I find that I just look on them fondly and move on but for the past 5 or so years Ive found that there are some memories, good or bad, that I just cant let go of.
But why?
Honestly I have no idea myself. Maybe its because I hate change, maybe its because I often find myself looking back and thinking of all the ways certain things could've gone or how I could've made certain things better. I really don't know but its safe to say I need to do something about this fast. Because lately its not just me that's been affected by my inability to let go of memories. Its starting to affect my friends too. Possibly to the point I'm pushing all of them away.

Like I said at the beginning you didn't have to read this but I needed to get this out and fast.

~ Dizzy Miss Lizzy
So ive been kinda inactive here which isnt surprising for me but still. Still though anyone wanna do anything just comment or note me.
im up for almost....ALMOST anything so if theres anything you guys wanna do let me know.

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy

Edit: ok so the more I look at this the more I realize this wasn't clear
when I say anything this includes talking, drawings, requests ect
there are however limits
if you wanna talk greak just don't do....unless you one of 2 people I've actually done it with than no...please
drawings and requests are ok but there are certain things I won't draw. 
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....so Uhm....I guess I just wanted to get some of this stuff of my mind....yeah I'm super insecure....can't help it....but yeah 2 positives....multiple negatives....oh boy this will be fun....

1st Positive: Ive been told im a friendly and caring person and I have quite a few people who think im awesome and want to be/ are my friends
The negatives:
1.) I actually have a bit of an attitude problem that I like to try and keep off the internet as much as humanly possible
2.) i have issues with making friends because not only do I have a hard time talking to people in general im never sure that when the person says they are my friend they actually mean it. this mostly has to do with things that happened in both middle and high school where people would say they were my friend but actually go behind my back and make fun of me/ use me just to get stuff like candy from me.
3.) sometimes I think im too weird to be friends with people
4.) Not to mention I sometimes cant talk to people in fear of saying something completely stupid
5.) I am horrified of screwing something up and losing all my friends
6.) I have a habit of either not talking or talking too much. and when I talk too much im afraid ill they will think im weird
7.) ....this was one I'm not sure I should add but....I try and be helpful....but I am absolutely horrified....of the though that....what if they say they are my friend....only in the hard times....only so I can be there to help them then....and then forget about me afterward....

2nd Positive: I love to draw and sing and many people have said im actually good at both
The negatives:
1.) Im a perfectionist and am rarely ever happy with what I draw
2.) with that said even if I am happy with something I draw its not for long
3.) I compare myself with other artists too much and get too envious of some artist
4.) when it comes to singing I hate the sound of my voice
5.) not to mention I have severe anxiety and have the hardest time singing in front of people

....yup....its official....I really dont like myself that much....and yet here I am trying to be a seemingly happy person....not to mention trying to be helpful....but god how can I help people if I cant even help myself....

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy

3rd positive:
dear people of deviantart....DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW TO GET POINTS....cuz I REALLY wanna change my username and the core thingy is the only way to do it

....

that is all

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy
Well im bored so why not have all you lovely people who follow me ask something....oh who am I kidding only like one or two of you are actually gonna do this....meh whatever go ahead ask away. just keep my personal life out of this ok ^^.

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy
....ive never done this before but....screw it im doin it....

so if anyones interested theres this letsplayer I want you all to check out....at least once....if you dont like him thats fine but at least watch him once....

The youtubers name is christopher brown1988 and if that name sounds familiar....thats because he....used....to be apart of the youtube channel DA Games....why hes not apart of it anymore....I wont say....but if your interested please even if its just once....check him out....

Link to his channel: www.youtube.com/channel/UCwHAj…

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy
Guys I need some help....more or less when it comes to support cuz k can't bring myself to just....get happy right now

why do I need support. On the last week of October I have one last chance to try and get into my university's graphic design program....and if I don't get in this time....ill have to think of a new major....and I honestly don't know what to do....I mean I really want to do art I really do but....it seems like my chance to do it is slipping away and I just don't know what to do. I want this so bad....I don't want to do anything else because I really really love this....I mean I just started feeling like my stuff is good I don't want this chance to slip away. I mean I'm getting to the point where if I don't get it....I....I may actually give up drawing....cuz if I can't do this....and I'm forced to choose to do something else for the rest of my life....then what's the point....what's the point....I don't know what to do I....I just need help....please....someone....WHAT SHOULD I DO ABOUT THIS

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy
So its no surprise that throughout all my years on deviantart I usually draw cartoons, and while thats not gonna change any time soon I was thinking of every once in a while posting more....realistic looking drawings. this will probably be something I do on occasion cuz as I said I do mostly cartoons. Hell i even have a realistic drawing of that youtuber that i keep drawing on my phone ready to be posted if your interested. So yeah if you wanna see stuff like that every so often just leave a comment here and Ill be more than happy to start varying up my deviant art gallery.

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy

J-JUST WHY?!?!
yeah ive already done this recently but screw it im doin it again

Comment and I will:
1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your DA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you a color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what movie, TV, or video game character you remind me of.
5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.
6. Tell you something I like about you.
7. Give you a nickname.
8. Tell you the object that is to the left of me.
9. Dare you to post this in your journal
....well something I just saw on twitter is the exact reason why. The last possible thing I ever wanted to happen to my favorate youtubers (DA Games) happened and now....now I dont know what to do.

Not gonna say what happened cuz I still dont know the full story and I feel like I should let them tell us what happened first. Ill link to any vids or whatever they have on the subject as the situation unfolds.

All i can say it....there may be a big update coming to that profile I made earlier....a change that....that I really....really dont want to make....:(

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy

1.
How long have you been on DeviantArt?
7 Years

2.
What does your username mean?
Shadow came from my fav sonic character Shadow
Girl cus im a girl obviously
230 because shadowgirl was already taken and it was randomly suggested to me
really want to change it though

3.
Describe yourself in three words.
Shy, Nice, caring

4.
Are you left or right handed?
Right handed

5.
What was your first deviation?
A really bad drawing of Tamaki Suoh from Ouran High School Host Club

6.
What is your favourite type of art to create?
Both Digital and Traditional art

7.
If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
The two styles I said I like drawing in earlier

8.
What was your first favourite?
dont know dont feel like finding it either

9.
What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
Cartooney art

10.
Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
tooo many to decide

11.
If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
probably :icontokiohoteltomkluver:

12.
How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
We became besties

13.
What are your preferred tools to create
tablet, Computer (mac or pc), pencil and paper

14.
What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
My room

15.
What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
the first time I got a comment on my art and the day I met :icontokiohoteltomkluver:
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So it's just hit me that there are new people following me. Some of which have hardly said anything on my account but whatever. Anyway the point of this journal is to get to know me better. Just ask me whatever you want on this journal and I'll answer it. Please nothing too personal k.

~Dizzy Miss Lizzy

edit:k since so before anyone asks if I'm a kid or a squid I may as well go ahead and answer this....I'm neither....IM AN OCTOLING ;3
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Without going into any specific details today was the worst day I think I've ever had to go through. And I'm trying to get my mind off it by going on here or YouTube but to be honest it's not working....please if anyone wants to talk about literally anything that doesn't involve asking about today then please go ahead I'll listen to anything that will get my mind off of this.

edit:ok maybe most of today was ok....it's just....as the day went on things just seemed to continue to get worse and worse....if anything the only good things that happened today were my boyfriend coming over and a twitch live stream....that's it....
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Comment and I will:
1. Tell you something I learned about by looking at your DA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you a color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what movie, TV, or video game character you remind me of.
5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.
6. Tell you something I like about you.
7. Give you a nickname.
8. Tell you the object that is to the left of me.
9. Dare you to post this in your journal.
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